I'm a whole lot of things that shouldn't and sometimes don’t fit together…

I’m not just the bits in a conversation, a picture on a wall or words on a page…

I truly am a whole ball of tumbled craze, ecstasy and rage….

If you cannot accept me for whom I am…

And join in me in life’s little game get the hell off my playground and out of my head...

My life, my complications, my rules… I don't experience the world as you do…

I walk a fine borderline between a world of disorientation, disassociation and the world you know it.

Some days are deathly quiet and some days the noise won't stop.

All I hear remains… And is repeated, pounding in my brain.

I read this somewhere…      

 A quote…

“Will you won't you, will you won't you, join in the dance?”

How Appropriate… Sums it up perfectly…